RASA

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

Sekarang ni peak time untuk student macam aku stress tahap gaban sebab final dah nak dekat. Walaupun orang lain rasa macam lek la wei first year firstt sem pun nak gelabah ke tapi aku tetap gelabah sebab orang yang cakap pun konon je tak gelabah. Gila kau tak gelabah, exam tau dak?Mulalah bila dah stress macam macam aku fikir. Itulah inilah benda tu tak siap, assignment last minit, presentation, lab report, nak register course lagi dengan fikir nak balik rumah lagi, huihhh rasa nak retak segala tulang belulang yang meliputi daging dibadan ku ini, Sumpah scary.

Dan paling tak best bila time time macam ni jugaklah kau baru jumpa senior yang selama ni tak pernah nampak lepastu muka handsome gila lepastu kau tetibe crush on him macam dah takde kerja nak buat. Cakap pasal ni, masa dinner haritu aku telah menggunakan tahap tak malu paling tinggi sekali untuk selfie dengan abang senior yang hensem tu, dan ini juga buat aku stress sebab lepas aku menjadi pemalu semula aku rasa nak tanam muka bawah tanah masa lalu lalang dekat fakulti takut terjumpa senior berkenaan, Nasib baik tak jumpa. Dan biar tak jumpa sampai bila-bila. Kepada abang senior tersebut, good luck LI nanti dan saya menyusun sepuluh jari dekat awek abang kalau dia marah. Sapa suruh handsome sangat. Kah kah

Hari Jumaat ini InsyaAllah aku balik Selangor jap, kata orang nak mintak restu before exam (lol padahal dah homesick tahap gaban) dan kebetulan ada kenduri aqiqah for my newest cousin hari ahad nanti. Disamping boleh jugak aku tenangkan fikiran yang kucar kacir kebelakangan ni dengan menghirup udara segar dikampung walaupun sebenarnya kat Jeli lagi dekat dengan alam sekitar sampai nak muntah tengok pokok hari hari, 

Mula je masuk bulan Disember ni, aku dah macam PM, sibuk uruskan negara sendiri yang dah mula nak economic downturn (tetiba). Speaking of which, habis je bulan disember, maksudnya habis jugak first series ANIS NABILAH AHMAD untuk selama-lamanya, masuk kealam second series yang aku rasa aku tak ready langsung nak adapt diri macam mana. If and only if I can just stay 19 kan ?? Tapi memang mimpi pun takkan dapat punya bro.

Kejap lagi start kelas terakhir Microbiology, ade kuiz pulak tu tapi aku confident je menaip pagi-pagi buta like nothing better to do, kekekekekeke. Wish me luck everybody, and may everything ends well in 2014 and have a great start in upcoming 2015 soon.

Bye :)

Semuanya sebab UMK Kampus Jeli

Assalamualaikum

Satu bulan 27 hari.

Selama itu, aku berada disini. UMK Kampus Jeli.

Jeli, For sure, it is not Jelly.

Ada apa dekat Jeli ? UMK, of course. (sengih nak tak nak)

Lagi? Hmmm. Kena fikir lagi sebab tak ada apa sangat dekat sini. 

Ya, aku tak tipu. Aku jarang menipu.

Sebab Jeli, aku banyak reflect diri. banyak pandang belakang, belajar dari kesilapan. Tapi, kaki terus jalan kehadapan. Jeli, ubah cara aku berfikir, ubah cara aku pandang hidup aku.

Jeli, buat aku yang suka redah uv mula pakai sunblock. Tak pernah pakai apa apa before tidur, melainkan basuh muka (tu pun kalau ingat) mulalah melabur duit beli night cream dan pakai setiap malam, kadang-kadang lupa juga.

Silly, biasalah.

After all, aku redha. Aku try jadi kuat, walaupun hidup kat sini tak setough hidup dekat matrik dari segi study. Tapi, dari segi survival, aku tak menafikan. Susah.

Kau selalu hidup nak apa-apa semua sejengkal tanah. Sekarang tak lagi. Kalau keluar pun, tak tentu dapat apa yang aku nak. Kenalah melabur duit, one hour driving pergi Kota Bharu, then barulah boleh rasa hidup itu apa.

Ujian, Jeli ujian untuk aku. Ujian dari segi kehidupan. Tapi, when it comes to classmate, i have nothing to say, i love it and feel very gratitude.

My class, is a blast. Everything works well, Adalah juga masalah, laut mana takda gelora, but itu nature. Kena terima, kerana itu sahaja jalannya.

Sebab UMK kampus Jeli, a new Anis Nabilah was born. She's ready to face all the possibilities that might happen, open minded person, less-expectant, talk in silent, and mind her own business.

still, lots of lack i need to overcome. I cant help to always talk back on people i dont really satisfied with, treat people based on the treatment she gets, and i laugh too much which is not good for my heart. I will improve, little by little.

Pray for me :)

i miss my family, very much.

till then, wssalam.

kembali ke blogger :)

Assalamualaikum awesome people

It has been a long time since im not writing. the last post is about me and my roommate going outing during matriculation, which is it was along time ago. Sekarang dah upgraded to university student dah pun, how time flies, and how was i forgetting my medium of sharing stories. 

Well, after final exam dekat matrik aku cuti dekat 3-4 bulan jugak. It was a blast. Tak tahu lagi bila akan dapat cuti sepanjang itu lepas masuk universiti, yang sudah pasti saya akan merasa tersiksa dek penangan assignment yang kena buat by my own and distance dengan rumah yang quite farr away. 

Actually, now i currently studying Animal Husbandry Science dekat UMK (Universiti Malaysia Kelantan), which is i dont really like it yet. Tapi bukan tak suka course, cuma UMK. Yelah, this is my very first time jadi perantau, i got to take 8 hours bus to sampai rumah, bukan masa dekat matrik, i dont have to going back because my parents dengan senang hati akan mengambil anaknya. And now, it wasnt anymore. (sedih kan?)

Blur lagi nak cerita pasal apa, my life? my studying? my coursemate? my activity? here in UMK. Im still in state of adapting, not decided on taking masa yang lama, but ill try to make myself comfortable first. Frankly speaking la, i think my university life suits me better than matrik life. Just saying cuz i dont really love to be pushed like what ive gone through dekat matrik. because, i know at the end of the day, with current condition ( gov issue) you will get nothing much even though you work very hard, i believe in my rezeki and try to life my live happily and most important thing, i don't want to be someone who salahkan orang lain atas apa yang berlaku dalam hidup dia. Biarpun aku gagal, it only between me and myself.

my sister, going to sit for SPM examination, well i dont really know the exact date but rasanya minggu depan. I know she's very nervous , because like all of sudden whatapping me and ask weird stuff. which is so not her. I proud of her, because she done a lot of thing that myself cant done it right which able to get such a result to make my parents proud. And for her SPM, i know that she will repeat it again. i dont mind of her beating my ala kadar result, instead i feel bless because i can brag, astaghfirullah. hahahahaha.

I have nothing much to tell because too many stuff in my mind which not yet ready to perform though alphabet. cewaah. But, i will clear this complete mess and trying my best to type to share my story and mana tahu it might helps siapa-siapa yang berkenaan,

A sweet good bye from a sweet me , till then.

Wssalam ;)