Assalamualaikum.
Long time no type. Aku rindu utk menulis. Sgt rindu. And this post was via android. Typo may happen. Like always.
Now is raya. Aku happy. But not that happy sebab nak exam next week. 3 day left to be exact. And one more thing. I got fought dgn my bestie. Sebab? Motif ? Aku pun tak pasti. Yaang pasti, aku sedih. Siapa yg tak sedih. Bestie sndiri buat aku mcm useless. I try to ignore,but it hurt my heart damn hard . Aku tk rsa aku kuat. Even so, aku msih lg tk kesh with what happen happening. Aku tau, clearly state aku memng bukan kawn yg baik, not a good place to share story, and obviously not a good respondent. Tapi itu mmg aku. Aku mmg lg suke buat bende sendiri2. Lg suke mind my own job, dan jarang over story with petty thing. Aku mmg pernah buat mcm tu. But not now. I am now a new and better anis nabilah.
Aku tak pasti. Aku tak tau. Apa yg dy hrapkn fron this kind of friendship aku sndiri blur. Be friend of me but share problem with other. Bagus sgtla tu.
Luckily aku still ade kwn yg memahami. Dia faham aku dan dia sgt cool walaupn aku slalu kata dy tk cool. Dia yg aku rapay sekrg. From my side dy rapt dgn aku, from his side. Aku mmg tk hrapkn apa2. Dont misunderstood. Aku dgn dy kawan sahaja and also place for me to share stories. Dy slalu ckp, untg sape2 dpt kwn dgn aku tapi dia tipu. Apsal bestie yg satu tu asyik nak mmberontk? Hmm. Pelikla.
No sweat. Aku ade byk lg kwn baik. I mean like seriously kwn baik. Yg faham what is anis nabilah. Yg tau dn mengerti apa behavior aku. Aku akui, tk pernh aku berkwn dn tk gaduh. Kwan je msti gaduh. Tapi gaduh entighten our friendship. Tapi yg kali ni aku tak taula. Mcm nak destroying the friendship. Harap2 takla. I hope there is the blessing in disguise. Pray for me and her. =)
Okeyy . I am okey. Much okey. Blog help to recover my feeling the most. Love ya!
Wssalam.
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